Awful beginning
Wednesday, January 6, 2010, 11:38 AM
Hey there people *wave wave*
Lets start off with saying that im really in pain.My ribcage is experiencing some sharp pain.Think i may be "going" soon.wahaha...After all the time that i've went through,i always seem to lose the girl that i always wanted.Why does it always have to end that way.Don't you know it hurts alot.Always falling in and out of love really tires me out.Sometimes i wonder why i was created with feelings.Who should this feelings be poured upon to?Nonetheless, i pray that your relationships to come will prosper.It doesn't matter that i get hurt but at least i want you to smile.Hopefully, someday,somewhere.Love will blossom for me.Till then, my heart,mind,soul is in need of resting.I've been working my brain and emotions way too much already.Till then,
Onekaile
2009
Saturday, January 2, 2010, 11:40 PM
As we look back into 2009, life was pretty difficult for me.
I've done alot of right and wrong things.
Changed myself numerous times.
I'm glad that another year has passed by.
But still sad that life still has to go on without a special person.
Apparently i really got no luck in love at all.
Seeing how things are going, alot of my dates just left me.
They just can't seem to stay even when i've done nothing wrong at all.
It amuses me on why girls just leave me without any notice or reason.
This heart really got trashed badly in 2009.
Badly wounded, scarred, crushed.
Love is slowly becoming bleak for me.
Life has no meaning or purpose.
It's like this soul is crying out for help.
The pain, literally numbing my feelings.
All i'm ever hoping for this year is to find a special girl in my life.
A place we can call our own.
Labels: Just another year
