A thought
Tuesday, September 15, 2009, 5:56 AM
Doesn't it seem so unnatural, for something so innocent can actually turn into an accident.
Holding this light in my hand,the memories flashes right in-front of my eyes.
The sorrow,joy,anguish,hatred.
It plays as if directed by my heart.
The painful yet subtle memories of each and everyone of them.
The time spent,wasted,yearning.
All came to this very day.
How i wished something of this sort didn't happen.
Hoping for something different to occur.
Hoping for a different storyline to abide by.
But alas,who am i to question the director.
The almighty who sees everything.
Although fate may seem cruel.
It has always struck my very emotions to the core.
Sadness,anger,disappointment.
All that I've felt.
All the emotions that have accompanied me throughout this journey.
The full moon glowing in the night.
Always reminds me of that fateful event.
The storm during the night.
Always reminds me of that fateful event.
The scent of that perfume.
Always reminds me of that fateful event.
The places that my memories were buried.
Always reminds me of that fateful event.
What have i done to deserve such cruel fate?
Is my karma slowly catching up on me?
Or is my own actions causing this whole calamity.
Never have i seen a rainbow in any relationships.
No matter how much the sun shines after a storm,the rainbow never did appear.
My time.
Slowly ticking to its last seconds.
Hoping for the script to end.
Wishing that there would be a re-write.
But alas,never will that happen.
Am i destined to live my life in emptiness.
Alone.
Pitiful.
Never have i felt so empty and yet calm at the same time.
I guess,love can never be played with.
The laws of nature is as how it is.
The End
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