dead.bored.exhausted
Sunday, September 13, 2009, 11:31 PM
Whats life for me now?
Its been a few days since i last saw the training ground.
How i missed the rigorous training and the bond that we had.
Now im somewhat like the embodiment of the force.
But sadly, one thing just doesnt change.
The fact that i cant seem to find myself a girl who'd be there for me.
I've had plenty but none ever lasted or worse yet,loved me.
Whats left for me?? A wasted future??
Living life alone??
This really sucks.
Haven you felt a sudden longing for someone but when you got to the end,there's nothing.
Crap~The feeling is growing each time i type a letter.
How do i break this cycle of pain,torture,loneliness?
Friends are around but they're there only when necessary.
I need you girl, the one who'll be there for me.
The one who'll be there to take good care of me.
The one that i can call "MY OWN".
Please find me real soon.
I'm afraid that by the time you found me,i'm already dead.
The End
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