Easiest
Saturday, September 19, 2009, 9:42 PM
Morning comes and night falls.
I've been really thinking alot about how things have been going on.
Glad to say that I'm taking things alright now.
Taking it all one stride at a time.
Doesn't really matter if I'm alone or not.
What really matters that i still have my friends around.
The guys of Yishun and Gombak have always been there.
You guys have always brought a smile on my face.
Shooed the boredom away and brought a new meaning to fun.
I'll always remember that as i journey to my next destination.
To what may be of me in the near future, let it be interesting.
If I'll ever get attached again then please let it last.
I don't want a r/s to end in a short time.
Raya will be celebrated with family for this year.
I'm going to be enjoying every moment of it.
Time to think like a grown up.
I'm going to take over my dad's role as the breadwinner in a few years to come.
Wish me the best of wishes.
Till then,
THE END
Labels: Humble words
A thought
Tuesday, September 15, 2009, 5:56 AM
Doesn't it seem so unnatural, for something so innocent can actually turn into an accident.
Holding this light in my hand,the memories flashes right in-front of my eyes.
The sorrow,joy,anguish,hatred.
It plays as if directed by my heart.
The painful yet subtle memories of each and everyone of them.
The time spent,wasted,yearning.
All came to this very day.
How i wished something of this sort didn't happen.
Hoping for something different to occur.
Hoping for a different storyline to abide by.
But alas,who am i to question the director.
The almighty who sees everything.
Although fate may seem cruel.
It has always struck my very emotions to the core.
Sadness,anger,disappointment.
All that I've felt.
All the emotions that have accompanied me throughout this journey.
The full moon glowing in the night.
Always reminds me of that fateful event.
The storm during the night.
Always reminds me of that fateful event.
The scent of that perfume.
Always reminds me of that fateful event.
The places that my memories were buried.
Always reminds me of that fateful event.
What have i done to deserve such cruel fate?
Is my karma slowly catching up on me?
Or is my own actions causing this whole calamity.
Never have i seen a rainbow in any relationships.
No matter how much the sun shines after a storm,the rainbow never did appear.
My time.
Slowly ticking to its last seconds.
Hoping for the script to end.
Wishing that there would be a re-write.
But alas,never will that happen.
Am i destined to live my life in emptiness.
Alone.
Pitiful.
Never have i felt so empty and yet calm at the same time.
I guess,love can never be played with.
The laws of nature is as how it is.
The End
Labels: A dream
dead.bored.exhausted
Sunday, September 13, 2009, 11:31 PM
Whats life for me now?
Its been a few days since i last saw the training ground.
How i missed the rigorous training and the bond that we had.
Now im somewhat like the embodiment of the force.
But sadly, one thing just doesnt change.
The fact that i cant seem to find myself a girl who'd be there for me.
I've had plenty but none ever lasted or worse yet,loved me.
Whats left for me?? A wasted future??
Living life alone??
This really sucks.
Haven you felt a sudden longing for someone but when you got to the end,there's nothing.
Crap~The feeling is growing each time i type a letter.
How do i break this cycle of pain,torture,loneliness?
Friends are around but they're there only when necessary.
I need you girl, the one who'll be there for me.
The one who'll be there to take good care of me.
The one that i can call "MY OWN".
Please find me real soon.
I'm afraid that by the time you found me,i'm already dead.
The End
Labels: corrupted life
