For You
Sunday, May 31, 2009, 5:17 AM
Pada kamu akan ku sayangi.
Untuk kamu akan ku beri.
Tiada lain akan ku miliki.
Rasa cinta ini tidak akan mati.
Inilah janji untuk mu Putri.
Di dalam mimpi hanya ada mu.
Indah benar memori bersama.
Andai takdir mengambil mu dari ku.
Naluri rindu akan tetap kekal pada diri ku.
Atas nama Tuhan yang menjadi saksi, aku menyintaimu Putri Diana.
Labels: To You
15 days to go
Thursday, May 28, 2009, 1:02 AM
Hello there people.
Been awhile since i last posted up something.
Life has been pretty hectic. Trying to squeeze as much time with friends and family.
Oh well, Army already call mah, so must enjoy it to the max.
The guys are planning a gathering around 11th or 12th June to celebrate.
How nice are they. Its great to have friends around when your lonely.
Not too soon, im going to be announcing something interesting.
Wahaha.
Oh well, its OneKaile's life anyways.
CHEERS XD
Labels: Check Bang
Random
Thursday, May 21, 2009, 4:49 AM
Hello there people.
Been having my random nights.
Still cant sleep that well this few days.
Im like weeks away before going for NS.
I hope that things will go well when im away.
My cousin's back. Welcome Home lil brother.
My blood brother met an accident. Praying that your safe.
Till then, i feel like going into an eternal slumber.
I hope i don't have to see the Morning Sun.
Labels: Good morning Earth
Who am I
12:15 AM
Hello there readers.
I have a burning question, Who am I ?
Am i the nice person that everyone feels nice to be around?
Am i the cheerful person that never fails to put a smile?
Am i the kind person that helps people when in need?
Or am i the person that people fear the most?
Because im destructive/violent/abnormal?
Which type of person am i?
You people decide.
Labels: No clue at all
Makeshift
Wednesday, May 20, 2009, 1:47 AM
To realise something that your not,
to hear it from someone,
To feel the pain,
throbbing hard in your heart.
To build a relationship,
to feel happiness and sadness,
To see it crumble in front of your eyes,
and to know that it was you who made it.
To see your split half,
merge with someone else,
To see them happy,happier,happiest,
rather then being with you.
To think for a second,
am i not that great of a guy,
To be with someone and to last with,
rather then someone else being with my other half.
I am always alone,
no one ever seems to treat me as a whole,
Always half of what i can do,
until the day that i finally find you.
Labels: Being alone
Emotions
Sunday, May 17, 2009, 4:03 AM
You know who i am?
Who i really am?
Well, i dont even know myself.
Who or what i have become.
Getting closer to the point, where reality is twisted.
The whisper's are getting louder.
The string is fraying.
I'd go from A to Z in a second.
I'd devour you from the tip of your hair to the tip of your toes.
Smiling while i hear your cries of pain.
My canvas, my artwork.
Breathe in life, breathe in agony.
As my primal instincts are at play.
I am ME.
Hello there HELL.
Reserve me a seat.
Labels: Grins
My fault
1:14 AM
Dear readers.
It's been a hectic life this few days.
I don't even know what i want in life anymore.
I've been having fever for 3days already.
Perhaps the heat is affecting the way i think.
I got no idea on what my goals and dreams are.
Who to love and what to achieve.
If anyone feels that they know me more then i do.
Please raise your hand and tell me.
I dont even know who and what im capable of doing.
I really need that special someone to be by my side.
To push me towards my dreams and goals.
I apologize to all whom i've given false hope.
I apologize to the hearts that i've toyed with.
I just dont know who to love.
Ever since i've had 19 failed relationships.
Its been really difficult for me to get back on track again.
My friends are the only group of people who are always around to help.
Why can't it be YOU?
I just want someone special that i can call my own.
Is it that hard to find that special someone in life nowadays.
I SWEAR BY THE HEAVENS~
If i ever found you, i promise to always cherish the time we've had together.
Till then, my heart is as cold as ice.
Waiting for your warmth to melt it.
Labels: I apologize
Sigh
Monday, May 11, 2009, 10:56 PM
Let alone the breath of a beast,
feel the thunder from its heart,
As it approaches with its lust,
to savor meat and blood of us,
From legends and urban myth,
born from the darkness,
Of humans soul and desires,
crushing the hopes and dreams,
Never letting us out of sight,
till the day of the final judgment.
Labels: Doomsday
Misses
12:17 AM
Dad's going off to Qatar for work.
Although i dont seem to show any feelings or emotions towards my parents,
doesn't mean that i dont love them.
Gave my dad a very long and big hug before he went out the door.
He's going to be away for 3-weeks.
That's like frigging long.
zZzZzZz
No other man in the house except for me.
Wahahaha. (bored expression)
Labels: Be safe boss
Time Management
Sunday, May 10, 2009, 4:14 PM
Ever wished you could change things.
Ever wished you had control over time.
What would you do if you had that ability.
Would you use it for your own desires.
Would you use it for the good of mankind.
Well,here's what i'll do.
I'll make sure that i wasn't even BORN into this world.
Labels: It sucks
Full moon
Friday, May 8, 2009, 9:50 PM
Been awhile since i last saw a full moon.
Life has been the same for me.
Trying to enjoy life before i go for my NS.
I'm enjoying everything except for the fact that i still feel something's missing.
The weather is getting warmer each passing day.
I'm like sweating too much this few days.
Blame it on countries that burn stuff.
Shame on you.*insert face*
Dead.Life.End
Labels: Finishing
Mindless
Thursday, May 7, 2009, 10:22 PM
Seconds turn to minutes.
Minutes turn to hours.
I am just a human.
With all my worldly desire.
In life we will proceed.
In death we will exit.
For all that we may seek.
The truth lies in deceit.
An angel up in heaven.
A star up in the sky.
A demon down in Hades.
An apocalypse falling from the sky.
We are but chess pieces.
Bounded by our fate.
Destiny is in the hands of the Creator.
And to HIM our prayers are said.
We are but mortals.
Born of flesh and blood.
With desires as a portal.
For demons to claim their rights.
We are but vessels.
Our souls are kept in tight.
There are those that are immortals
Whose vessels are lost in sight.
The one who dwells around us.
The one whose away from sight.
The one who dwells in darkness.
The creatures of delight.
Labels: The End
Sensation
Tuesday, May 5, 2009, 12:32 AM
Cup your ears and listen to the waves
Life has been pretty alright since my last heartbreak.
Im hoping that things will get better eventually.
Im going to Tekong for NS on Jun 13.
Heard and read alot of interesting stories happening at Tekong so can't wait to be there.
Hopefully i survive the training and the mental torture of Tekong.
Hoping to bring back some stories of my own to share with u guys.
Im really gonna miss my brothers: both from Yishun and Habib.
To end this post on a lighter note.
Im beginning to enjoy life :D
Labels: Minutes ticking
