Cheers~
Sunday, April 19, 2009, 6:55 AM
In every context, there always has to be a beginning and an ending.
To show my gratitude for life, i have accidentally cut my own finger and allowed my blood, to flow with the water,washing away what sins i have flowing in my blood.
I haven been all that good you know.
I have lied,scammed,bullied all who was ever close to me. I don't deny doing all these things. I don't want people to befriend me just because i am nice and etc. I want them to like me,to befriend me for who i am. Just "ME".
To my dearest Nurul Hanis. I have done wrong towards you for these few days. The causes are soo simple and plain, but its the essence of our emotions. Jealousy, is the root of all things good and evil. It can make you strive to do better or just make you mock and hiss at someone your green-eyed with.
Baby, what i just want from you is your love and your concern towards me. I hate it that you sometimes share your time with other guys and leave me on the shelf for awhile. I feel lonely and useless when your off with some other guy. I admit that i am a very jealous person, but i have faith that you do know your limits. But, what i'm soo afraid of is that you'd be taken in by their sweet words. Something that i have not used to steal your heart. I just wanted you to love me for who i really am.
I know we jumped into this relationship way to fast. But i'm liking the times that we've spent together. Although short, there are lots of memories that we can relate to. I love you as how my parents love me. You really are the person i ever need.
Baby, im sorry for all the time i've made u frown and sigh. Im truly sorry babygirl. I swear by the heavens that only you are the one that resides in my heart.
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