As we resume
Sunday, February 1, 2009, 6:26 AM
Life is always full of surprises, be it big or small. The flow of life has come to a standstill for me. Life has no more to offer me as things have started to turn really dull. There's no more excitement and nothing to look forward to other then the next morning.
The rising/setting of the sun makes no difference to me. Be it bright/dark, all this aspects of life has no purpose for me. All i do now is just sleep really late in the night, like 6am , and wake up at around 6pm in the evening. This is my daily schedule.
I must admit 09' has brought me new problems, difficulties that i have never encountered before. Illnesses that i have never thought would actually occur in me. To date, i have two records with IMH. First is regarding my Anger Management and second is regarding my Depression.
I never expected a guy like me who used to be soo care-free and "happy-go-lucky" to be actually hit with depressions. Pray hard that u wont end up in the same state as me.
But in this early February now, my problems seem to be fading away bit by bit. Those dark clouds seem to be disappearing. But still, i cant see the rainbow. The rainbow that was once brightly decorated with magnificent colours have now become dull.
Relationship wise, i dont think i'll ever be in a r/s any time soon. I'm not making any moves on girls and up to now, i dont think that i got any special feelings towards anyone. Hopefully my heart does not stone up.
Till then...Labels: Born to love~
