Life has been alright now. Things are getting better now. I must thank all you people for making my life better with your best wishes for me to get well. Advising me to find another purpose in life.

I was a weakling, as a matter in fact, im still a weakling. I need to be someone stronger. Someone who will be able to protect the ones he cares and loves.

I didnt expect that life would be cruel on me but that moment is slowly passing on. I want to build a better life for me. For my family and friends.

Labels: Version 2.0

Dear readers, i haven been to work fro more then god knows how long already. This is due to some unforeseen circumstances regarding my physical and mental state. I will be going to IMH again to see a counselor to get some advise regarding my state. As i've said in my previous post. I'm suffering from depression.

I have no clue as to why im suffering right now. It's just that things arent the way it used to be. All lively and exciting. Instead, things have been dull and dead. Nothing new is happening in my life although i try to make things happen.

I am also declaring that for the time being. I dont wish to be disturbed by anyone. I am also not available as a bf also as i'm starting to lose all interest in girls. This doesn't mean that im turning gay. I'm just sick and tired of ending relationships after relationships. Why can't girls stick to one guy and commit herself to him. *Sigh*

I know i still have friends around to care for me. I really appreciate your care and concern but its not the same feeling as getting it from your soulmate. But still, thanks for trying guys. Deep down, i really appreciate it. U guys are the best of friends a guy can ever ask for (u know who u guys are,the people who've sent me sms asking me to cheer up and occupying my time so i won't think of something stupid) *bows*

I got an sms stating that i may be taken off my course due to my absense from attachments. I dont blame them for doing it. It may be a joke to them if i said i was suffering from depression. Hahaha. I guess most of u all already realised that im not the cheerful and upbeat Azuan that u guys have gotten used to all these years. I'm now becoming the slow and dead Azuan. Thats just because my habits have died.

So yeah, thats the updated post regarding my life. Thanks for reading. And have a very nice day. Way nicer than my life right now. CHEERS~

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