This few days,i've been working to earn that small amount to splurge it on myself and my friends.I'll be waiting for that cheque please :)

I'm currently working as a price tagger which means putting prices to attire's and such.Easy job cause most of our time is slacking and taking breathers while we're paid $5/1hr.Cool or what right..

Things also seem to be going somewhere btwn the both of us.It's beginning to feel strangely unfamiliar now.The warmness of ur soul seems to be losing its warmth.I know things btwn ur past feelings regarding someone has resurfaced and u cant shake that feeling off.It's fine by me cause i understand how u feel.It's jus that ive been saying i dont feel any pain in my heart but now after knowing the truth,i feel this weird feeling in my heart.It hurts,it makes me want to cry but sadly i can't cry away these feelings.I've lost the sense to cry.My heart has lost that warmth now.It's slowly chilling and freezing back to the way i used to be.If things dont work out the way u want it then i think its best if we take a break or somewhere btwn that line.I cant bear to see things like this happening to me anymore.It seems that its beginning to be a habit for me to be the one feeling down and hurt because of my partner.

Tell me :

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It's giving me this cramped up feeling in my chest,in my heart.This is the feeling that i dont want to experience when im with you.But tonight had to be the night for me to feel this pain.A pain only GOD understands.Although i dont do what is written in the BOOK,i still believe in HIM...

I really hate it when this happens.A part of me just wants to go berserk and i want to feel the bodily pain and see and feel the warmness of my blood.But i know im gonna create a mess and im gonna trouble my whole family again.I've done too many of those acts already and i dont want them to be stressed over an unimportant person like me.I'm cooped up alone in my room,listening to winter sonata.The music really resonates with my soul.The pain,the loneliness,the urge to pour out tears,the feeling of being out of love.

My fav green tea is here accompanying me at this moment. I <3 u green tea.Your such a calming drink.Well i think thats about what i have to say from my heart.Things just start to feel weird starting from today :'(

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